Realization

I'm not half the person I thought I was, or thought myself to be.

-- Am given to jealousy vis-a-vis friends, if I enjoy less favor than earlier. Some team up and forget about my existence. Or so it seems.

-- Resentment that cousins who used to look up to me once, now think they are better off. Are they really? Does a few dollars more make you a better person if you forget those who once shared and showered you with time, affection, and gifts?